Cecilia Dougherty

On Saturday, June 15, 2019, Kevin Killian passed away. I shot this video of Kevin and Cedar Sigo in 2004, Kevin is reading one of Cedar’s poems, Theme, and his own poem, Who.

Kevin played the demanding and unforgiving father in my 1991 video, Coal Miner’s Granddaughter, and he played Peggy, the enterprising literary agent of Joe Orton,  in the collaborative bio-pic, Joe-Joe, which I created with Leslie Singer in 1993. Kevin was not an interpretive sort of actor. He created his characters from a sense of the total intention of the communicative enterprise and his contributions were enlightened and enlightening.

In the letter I received with Mirage Period(ical) #5, Kevin said he would like to talk to me on the phone.  I emailed him saying I’d love to talk and when would be good for him. I was definitely completely out of it, didn’t know that he was dying, and had no sense of his invitation for one last conversation as a wish that he knew would not be granted. Not a wish from me, but just from time itself.

Goodbye, Kevin.  I will miss you.

Coal Miner’s Granddaughter

Mirage Period(ical) #5

Mirage Period(ical) 5.5
The 25th Anniversary Issue of Mirage Period(ical)

Kevin Killian and Dodie Bellamy edited two more issues of Mirage Period(ical). Issue #5 December 2018, cover above, finally brings my 1997 conversation with Yvonne Rainer to light. Thank you! You can read the conversation here. Read about Mirage here.

Thanks, Kevin! Thank you, Dodie! Sending love.


video still from JOE, my new portrait of the writer Joe Westmoreland

New Year New Work 2019

Film-Makers’ Cooperative, NYC
curated by Emily Apter, Ladya Cheryl, and Devon Narine-Singh

This is the 6th year that the Coop is holding a weekend of screenings to showcase work that’s come in over the previous year. My video portrait of Joe Westmoreland, called Joe, was screened on Friday, Jan 25 as part of the new works event.

Many friends were there. Joe Westmoreland, of course, and Charlie Atlas, with Lori E. Seid. And Elise Gardella, Phyllis Baldino, Amanda Trager, and Jim Hubbard all arrived. Sheila McLaughlin was there as well and introduced herself to me at the end. These people are all amazing!

The other work showcased: KG by Cynthia Madansky; Valeria Street by Janie Geiser, Carmel/Washington Heights/Home by Maia Liebeskind; Yem’s Place by Aaron Kelly-Penso; The Way Home by Erica Sheu; Soul Train by Carolina Mandia; Kendo Monogatari by Fabian Suarez; An Empty Threat by Josh Lewis.

What a fantastic screening! Makes remember why experimental filmvideo work is so important. It’s radical, it shows things in a new light, it asks lots of questions and many of those are visually-oriented.

This Just In



Community in den Filmen von
Peggy Ahwesh, Cecilia Dougherty und Hannah Quinlan & Rosie Hastings
DONNERSTAG, 23. AUGUST 2018, 19 Uhr

installation view, Kunsthalle, Bern
Circles, an installation at Kunsthalle Bern, Hannah Quinlan & Rosie Hastings

Here’s the description of the complete show, if you’re in Bern mañana:

In the late seventies, the filmmakers Lis Rhodes, Jo Davis, Felicity Sparrow and Annabel Nicolson founded the feminist film and video distribution network Circles in London. Circles was created in response to the need to have a platform for films by women. Previously, its founders had all been members of the London-based Film-Maker’s Co-op, and Circles was also a response to the lack of representation of women filmmakers in that co-op.
The screening at the Kunsthalle is part of a series of events and screenings focusing on filmmakers since the 1970s. The films screened are by Peggy Ahwesh, Cecilia Dougherty as well as by Hannah Quinlan and Rosie Hastings. They look in different ways at queer communities, playing with stereotypes, exploring the autonomy of community spaces and looking for individual forms of expressions within the communities.

With an introduction by the organizers Ann-Kathrin Eickhoff (Author & Art Historian, Zurich) & Geraldine Tedder (Assistant Curator Kunsthalle Bern)

Image: Hannah Quinlan & Rosie Hastings, UK Gay Bar Directory, 2016, Still from Film

Mit einer Einleitung von den Organisatorinnen Ann-Kathrin Eickhoff (Autorin & Kunstwissenschaftlerin, Zürich) & Geraldine Tedder (Kuratorische Assistenz Kunsthalle Bern)

I’m showing two videos, Eileen, from 2000, and Joe, from 2018 in Circles.

Flat is Beautiful: Pixelvision Series at the Film Society of Lincoln Center, NYC

August 10-16


Details, address and complete schedule here:

My 1991 pixelvision feature, Coal Miner’s Granddaughter, and my 1993 collaborative video with Leslie Singer, Joe-Joe, are both screening at Lincoln Center on Wednesday, August 15.

Joe-Joe is screening on Wednesday, August 15, at 7:00PM

Video still from JOE-JOE by Cecilia Dougherty & Leslie Singer
Cecilia Dougherty & Leslie Singer in JOE-JOE (1993)

Coal Miner’s Granddaughter is screening on Wednesday, August 15, at 8:15PM

Video still Coal Miner's Granddaughter
Didi Dunphy as Phyllis Dobson in COAL MINER’S GRANDDAUGHTER (1991) by Cecilia Dougherty

From the desistfilm.com website, by Hyemin Kim:

“The series also visits Cecilia Dougherty’s video Joe-Joe (starring Dougherty and Leslie Singer) that used Pixelvision alongside Hi8 (8mm color camcorder) to create a queer utopian atmosphere, a multilayered tone-poem-like narrative, and a corporeal geometry of lesbian eroticism (more than the seemingly satiric intention of dyke-doubling gay playwright Joe Orton). Even while Joe-Joe predominantly used the PXL 2000 as its medium, it’s alternating with another medium (Hi8), which captures the buoyant colors and textures of the happy and lewd moments of this lesbian home video in its travelogue, and erotica. In the beautiful bathing scene at the beach house, their naked flesh loosely crosses and brushes against each other while sheltering the oceanic zone in the middle of their soft pleasure. Besides, the PXL 2000’s shifty amateurish recording techniques enabled its dreamy, improvisatory dialogue-like narratives, akin to the collective performances of San Francisco underground poets’ theater. Relevantly, the presence of new narrative poet and writer Kevin Killian’s acting (in both Joe-Joe and  Coal Miner’s Granddaughter) further uncategorizes the queer campiness of Dougherty’s videos.”

Panel Discussion (Free!) On Pixelvision
Monday, August 13, 7:00pm*
Join Michael Almereyda, Ben Coonley, and Cecilia Dougherty for a wide-ranging discussion about Pixelvision, moderated by Film Society Programmer at Large Thomas Beard. What drew so many artists and filmmakers to experiment with these temperamental toy cameras? In what contexts did the resulting works first emerge? How differently do we understand such projects today? What possibilities remain for the format?

*Venue: Elinor Bunin Munroe Film Center, Amphitheater, 144 West 65th Street

Curated by Thomas Beard

Panel Discussion Update

We had our panel discussion last night – me, Michael Almereyda, and Ben Coonley. Thomas Beard had a lot of good questions and thoughts about pixelvision to bring to the discussion.

Michael Almereyda, however, created a Sadie Benning lovefest out of it, which I am not a part of. Sadie’s early pixel work is great work – the work of an embattled adolescent who completely turned her own life around through sheer creative drive. Michael Almereyda called her early work the “pinnacle” of what’s achievable in the medium and claimed that the others of us on the panel, “with all due respects,” could never measure up.

Looking for stars, assigning individuals to a place in a canonical hierarchy of great artists makes real a sort of fantasy about filmmaking and the idea of individual achievement itself. But art has never worked like that. It is a collaborative exchange, the way language is an exchange, the way culture itself is an exchange – an ever-evolving set of moments, all in flux and none towards a pinnacle, none towards a final statement.

I appreciate Sadie’s early work. I didn’t (and don’t) have the same things to say as a mature artist that Sadie had as a young artist, however. I don’t need to or want to make work like Sadie’s because I have my own contributions to the dialogue and have found other uses for the medium.

So I present an after the fact argument here.  I don’t honor the old guard, the old way of setting up heroes and geniuses, of establishing and re-establishing hierarchies of success. These are only points of access and points of denial of access. They have nothing to do with the dialogue itself. I raise my glass to all the artists who together move our visual language outward in all its many directions. 📹

WayBay at the Berkeley Art Museum / Pacific Film Archive


view of WayBay installation at BAM/PFA museum
Part of the WayBay installation – visitors can take postcards from the packets on the wall and the work is screened in the middle.
postcard from WayBay installation at BAM/PFA
One of the postcards with a video still from my piece GAY TAPE: BUTCH AND FEMME, 1985.


Way Bay
January 17–June 3, 2018

Way Bay 2
June 13–September 2, 2018

Way Bay is a sweeping exploration of the creative energies that have emerged from the San Francisco Bay Area over the past two centuries. An innovatively organized exhibition of art and film, plus poetry, performance documentation, and archival materials, Way Bay features nearly two hundred works that reveal the depth and diversity of artists’ engagement with the region’s geographic, social, and cultural landscape.

The exhibition takes a nonlinear form and is organized around diverse poetic themes that cut across time periods, media, styles, and artistic cultures, bringing together voices from a wide range of practices and representing diverse communities and sensibilities. Works by artists and filmmakers such as Bruce Baillie, Lutz Bacher, Joan Brown, Bruce Conner, Jay DeFeo, Enrique Chagoya, Richard Diebenkorn, Ernie Gehr, Saburo Hasegawa, Sargent Johnson, Joanne Leonard, Chiura Obata, Helen Clark Oldfield, Joe Overstreet, Alice Anne Parker Stevenson, Rosie Lee Tompkins, Carlos Villa, Cecilia Dougherty and many others are juxtaposed throughout the exhibition. Many additional works will be on view June 13–September 2.


image for In-Between Theories podcast
In-Between Theories podcast



Listen up! In-Between Theories PODCAST

A series of interviews and discussions with artists commissioned to create web-based work for In-Between Theories, an online artspace by Cecilia Dougherty and David Kalal.

Our most recent conversation is with the artist Phyllis Baldino, whose first iteration of a work in progress is up and running on In-Between Theories.

Catch the conversation with Phyllis on Soundcloud

video still from Gone, 2-channel installation by Cecilia Dougherty
Video still from my 2-channel installation GONE (2001) starring the inimitable Laurie Weeks.



Watch my videos on Vimeo, or go to the Videos page on this site

This just out!
The Bigness of Things: New Narrative and Visual Culture
edited by Daniel Banjamin and Eric Sneathen

Published in conjunction with Communal Presence: New Narrative Writing Today. Two of my films from the writers series, Eileen and Kevin & Cedar, were screened at the Roxie Theater, San Francisco, in October 2017 as part of the conference. This book presents, background, foreground, and everything in between. It’s a beautiful accompaniment to conference events.

The Bigness of Things, book from Wolfman Press
The Bigness of Things, new book from E. M. Wolfman, Oakland CA, 2017

From the Wolfman Press site:

The Bigness of Things surveys the intersection of New Narrative, San Francisco’s queer- and punk-infused writing avant-garde, and visual culture, through photographs and essays on visual art, literary journals, and film.
Essays by Matt Sussman, Brandon Callender, Jamie Townsend, Stephanie Young, Ismail Muhammad, Syd Staiti, Brandon Brown
Art from the Homes of Bruce Boone, Robert Glück, Jocely Saidenberg, Dodie Bellamy and Kevin Killian
Stills from the Films of Marc Huestis, Abigail Child, Cecilia Dougherty, and Leslie Singer

From the editors’ introduction:

The rich tapestry of film, visual art, and writing that emerged in the San Francisco Bay Area in the period before the destruction wrought by the AIDS epidemic is evidence of the variety of this efflorescence: like New York’s slightly earlier downtown scene, or Paris of the 1920s, San Francisco was fertile ground for many arts flourishing together…

The essays in this volume begin to open up this archive, showing a variety of engagements with the small press publications of this period. We turn to a younger generation of scholars and writers and are invigorated by how these texts resonate in their readings.

This just in!

Writers Who Love Too Much, anthology of short stories
Writers Who Love Too Much, edited by Dodie Bellamy & Kevin Killian, Nightboat Books, NY, 2017

I have a short story called Sue in a Writers Who Love Too Much, edited by Dodie Bellamy and Kevin Killian, from Nightboat Books (2017).

From contributor’s notes, Writers Who Love Too Much 1977-1997:

Dougherty is a filmmaker from Lancaster, Pennsylvania active in the experimental vido scenes in the Bay Area in the late 80s and 90s, and one of the signal artists of the day.  Her first feature, ‘Grapefruit,’ told the story of the Beatles and their breakup, acted by amateurs, many of them artists, almost all of them women. ‘Grapefruit’ (the title of which borrowed from Yoko Ono’s bestselling nightstand book of exercises) established Dougherty as an artist to watch out for, and when she began her next project in San Francisco, she attracted a largely gay cast of artists and writers and scenesters to bring to life some Bermanesque and tormented passages of her own family life in her next feature, ‘Coal Miner’s Granddaughter.’ With ‘Granddaughter’ star, Leslie Singer, she wrote and directed another biopic, the genderqueer ‘Joe-Joe,’ that took up the story of playwright Joe Orton as seen in the film ‘Prick Up Your Ears,’ and reversed everything in it. In this Pixelvision video, there were two Joes, who are lovers, both of them female, and Joe’s agent, Peggy Ramsay (Vanessa Redgrave in the movie) is played by Kevin Killian, as a man. After that Singer shot a lesbian post-punk variant of the 60s chestnut ‘Valley of the Dolls,’ calling it ‘Taking Back the Dolls’ (1994). During the past few decades, Dougherty has continued her work in experimental film and video, including a series of “portraits” of artists and poets in her circle, including Leslie Scalapino, Eileen Myles, Kevin Killian, Laurie Weeks and Cedar Sigo, while forging ahead in her prose writing.”

Thanks a million, Dodie and Kevin! 

Find Writers Who Love Too Much, from Nightboat Books

Or find it on amazon.com

And from Dennis Cooper’s blog, DC, here’s a nice piece about the book – lots of videos, too, including an excerpt of my 1987 video, Claudia:

Please welcome to the world … Dodie Bellamy & Kevin Killian, editors Writers Who Love Too Much: New Narrative Writing 1977-1997 (Nightboat Books)

My first book, The Irreducible I: Space, Place, Authenticity, and Change was published in 2013. It’s a series of essays about migration, connectivity, and networks. I write against rulership by corporation and suggest methods for observing the social realm in terms of points of contact rather than steps in a hierarchy of  social, economic and political power. The methods I suggest are based in observation and release from ideology, and can be taken immediately, beginning on the scale of individual responsibility and possibility.

The Irreducible I: Space, Place, Authenticity, and Change by Cecilia Dougherty
The Irreducible I: Space, Place, Authenticity, and Change by Cecilia Dougherty, Atropos Press, 2013

Visit my collaboration with artist-provocateur David Dasharath Kalal called In-Between Theories.

Our first event from this collaboration was a screening and panel discussion at the MIX Queer Experimental Film Festival in Bushwick on Feb 5, 2017.

Our first artist commission is “longcat” by Luba Drozd.
There’s information about the artist here, and our new PODCAST here.


animated gifs for http://www.inbetweentheories.com
  We’re building our argument against over-theorizing the situation with animated gifs, of course! Thanks to Laurie Weeks for being my muse, now and always.
Click image to animate it - no theories here!




Cecilia Dougherty

The image above is a video still of subway musicians, from my 2009 video, Supertasking. It’s about time.

Selected videos

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Joe (2018), portrait of New York author Joe Westmoreland

more portraits of  Writers in this series:

  • Laurie (1998), portrait of Laurie Weeks
  • Leslie (1998), portrait of Leslie Scalapino
  • Eileen (2000), portrait of Eileen Myles
  • Kevin & Cedar (2004), portrait of Kevin Killian and Cedar Sigo

Recent work

In A Station, Petals (2010), silent video for nighttime rear-screen projection onto Valencia Street, made for Right Window Gallery, San Francisco


Occupy Wall Street, Redux (2011), silent video for projection against the wall at the drinks bar at Canada Gallery, New York

more recent work


The Fourth Space (2010), large four channel video projection with soundscape titled Moving Parts created by Aleksei R. Stevens for one-person show at Participant, Inc. Gallery, New York

more installations

Early works

My Failure to Assimilate (1995), winner of Best Documentary at the Turin Lesbian and Gay Film Festival

more early works

all works on my Vimeo channel here: https://vimeo.com/ceciliadougherty/channels



Cecilia Dougherty

My series based in street photography, 2007-2016, is here: http://www.ceciliadougherty.com/prints/quotidian/

In a Station, Petals

This series is comprised of stills from my 2011 video of the same title, a play on the first modernist poem by Ezra Pound, In a Station of the Metro. The “station” of my title refers to television stations and the images were taken from the screen, from a variety of shows such as Breaking Bad, Royal Pains, and a sci-fi show that really tanked, the name of which I completely forget.

Furthermore, these are images from my trusty Nokia flip-phone. God how I miss that phone! The Nokia took very low-res images. But they were beautiful and translated well to these archival prints.

digital archival prints, edition of 1 each



The Fourth Space

These prints originated as video images as well. In 2010, I had one of the last residencies at the Experimental Television Center in upstate New York. Artists in Residence were treated to the absolute most fun video machines ever constructed. These included custom-built equipment by David Jones, Dan Sandin, Nam June Paik, and others, as well as vintage analog video and audio processors and downstream keying systems. A veritable funhouse.

Anyway, these prints represent the minutiae of analog video’s processes – what occurs in the non-digital electronic space only occurs once and only for a milli-milli-milli-second. I fell in love with the range of colors and movement that analog provides. The analog environment, the environment of my youth, created these video stills.

digital archival prints, edition of 1 each


Cecilia Dougherty

Photo above was taken at the Staten Island Ferry Terminal. We (students and faculty)  were waiting for the shuttle to take us to the College of Staten Island while someone sleeps in the corner of the space. Homeless people often use this small space to rest and to sleep. We ignore them, we just let them be. No one’s responsibility, right? Mostly, we don’t know what to do.

Put An Egg On It magazine
The cover the latest issue of PUT A EGG ON IT

On the Go, a report on what’s available to the itinerant academic at food trucks, pit stops and university cafés in New York.

Put A Egg On It is available here

and my story, embellished with my own photos, is here

Radical Light: Alternative Film and Video in the San Francisco Bay Area, 1945-200, edited by Steve Anker, Kathy Geritz, and Steve Seid

download a pdf of my chapter in Radical Light,  Ripe Grapefruit: Ten Years of Video Art in San Francisco, 1985-1995

find Radical Light on Amazon

From Site to Vision: The Woman’s Building in Contemporary Culture, edited by Sondra Hale and Terry Wolverton

download a pdf of my chapter in From Site to Vision,  Stories From a Generation: Video Art at the Woman’s Building

find From Site to Vision on Amazon








A chapbook essay for my 2010 video installation, The Fourth Space, at Participant Inc., New York, with an additional essay by composer Aleksei R. Stevens, who created a sound art piece, Moving Parts, for the installation

The Fourth Space by Cecilia Dougherty with Moving Parts by
Aleksei R. Stevens

A chapbook essay for my 2009 video installation, The Third Space, at Vox Populi, in Philadelphia

The Third Space

Dog Under Porch

Six-Minute Essays, 2008


Le Tigre

Interview with the JD Samson, Kathleen Hanna, and Johanna Fateman of  Le Tigre, 2004

Cookin’ with Honey: What Literary Lesbians Eat
Amy Scholder, editor

Veg Out, 1996

 fine Cookin’ with Honey: What Literary Lesbians Eat on Amazon

Other articles and interviews




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Cecilia Dougherty

The image above is of a 3-story mural of Biggie Small at 1091 Bedford Avenue in Brooklyn. This mural is astonishing in its height, boldness, beauty, and in its Bed-Stuy setting. It was going to be painted over but has been saved. A story about it here.

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    Cecilia Dougherty is a video artist, photographer, and writer. She has screened and exhibited her work in numerous film festivals, galleries and museums internationally for over twenty-five years. Her videos are included in many university film collections and are archived at the Pacific Film Archive in Berkeley. In addition to explorations in electronic media itself, her themes range from lesbian and female sexual identity to family psychologies and the outsider experience of popular culture.

    She has written stories and book chapters for a range of publications including: “Writers Who Love to Much: New Narrative: 1977-1997” (2017); “From Site to Vision: The Woman’s Building in Contemporary Culture (2011); and “Radical Light: Alternative Film and Video in the San Francisco Bay Area, 1945-2000” (2010). She has contributed articles, interviews, and other writing to a wide range of publications from chapbooks to contemporary art periodicals. Much of her writing is about film, video and the contemporary cultural moment. She has published poetry and short stories as well.

    In 2013, Dougherty published her first book entitled “The Irreducible I: Space, Place, Authenticity, and Change,” which examines subjectivity using a mix of disciplines from film and art to architecture and social sciences in order to create a map of individual space within continually changing social spaces. “The Irreducible I” is based on her PhD dissertation.

    Her current work includes a collaboration with artist David Dasharath Kalal in the creation of an online artspace called In-Between Theories (2017, ongoing), the theme of which is the investigation of the familiar territory of the everyday. In-Between Theories is a consideration of a space/time of poetic alliances, networked histories, and connections that exist within the interstitial spaces of allied creative activity. The collaborative effort has resulted in the curation of a film festival program and live performance, with panel discussion, for the New York MIX Festival (2017), and the commission of a browser-based art piece by Ukrainian artist Luba Drozd. Dougherty and Kalal have also set up a podcast, called In-Between Theories, in which they are interviewing artists in relation to the theme of interstitial spaces in film and electronic media.

    She is currently writing a feature film script based on the award-winning novel “Zipper Mouth” by Laurie Weeks.

    Dougherty teaches in the Media Culture Department at the College of Staten Island, CUNY and in Media Studies at the New School University. She has a PhD in Media Philosophy.


The Irreducible I: Space, Place, Authenticity, and Change by Cecilia Dougherty

The Irreducible I: Space, Place, Authenticity, and Change by Cecilia Dougherty, Atropos Press, 2013. Now available in KINDLE version as well!

video still, EILEEN, by Cecilia Dougherty
Video still from EILEEN, by Cecilia Dougherty